Nostalgia

In less than a month I get to leave Sheffield… for ever!

YAY! :D

It’s not that I don’t like Sheffield. It’s a lovely city, and I’ve had a lot of fun here over the past few years. I’ve made some great friends, and had some great experiences. It’s just time for me to move on and start a new adventure in my life.

I’m going to look for an apartment up in Newcastle on Wednesday, so hopefully I find somewhere nice to live :) I’m actually really excited about moving to Newcastle. I’ll be back around all my old IRL friends who I’ve known since I was like 12 years old.

I miss everyone from back home. I feel like I haven’t seen most of them in SO long. Hopefully when I move up to Newcastle I’ll see a lot more of them all, as we’ll be living really close to each other again.

I miss this girl especially;

bff

It makes me sad that we’re not as close as we used to be. Honestly, I don’t think I’ll ever be as close to anyone else ever again. Maybe I will; but she was the best friend anyone could ever ask for, and she’ll forever be my favourite person in the world.

Here’s one of my favourite pictures of us together. It’s not a great picture, but remembering what was happening as this picture was being taken always makes me smile :)

happytimes

I’ve been feeling really down the past couple of days. I think it’s just because I had such an amazing time while I was in New York, and now that I’m back home… life seems kind of dull.

Things will pick up soon though. I’m travelling up to Durham tomorrow, so I’m sure I’ll feel better once I get back home :)

Johnny <3


did you know that for the longest time, i thought your last name was durham?
that shows just how american i am.
i don’t think i am a favorite person and i can’t really think of a favorite person of mine..how depressing
cheer up, you’ll always have the memories and who says you’re not going back to NY?
that’s what i tell myself about the places i’ve been and the people i’ve met

did you know that for the longest time, i thought your last name was durham?
that shows just how american i am.”

LOL same here! Except that I’m not American though. =P

I also feel a bit nostalgic every now and then, but at the same time, grateful that all those wonderful things happened to me, and I still have the chance to make new sweet memories. =)

“It’s not a great picture, but remembering what was happening as this picture was being taken always makes me smile :)”
The best pictures are like that =D

Shame you’ve got post-holiday despression, hope that gets better soon! That bit after you come back from somewhere really exiting is always kind of hard.

And good luck finding an apartment, I’ve never been to Newcastle but I bet it’s lovely ^_^

I know how you feel. The post-traveling-to-fun-places feeling always gets me down.
thats my mom’s reason for not wanting me to go to england. she says i’ll never want to come back, and if i do, i’ll only be wanting to return to england.
which probably isnt true, but its a mom’s thought process.

and that picture is SO pretty! she looks like a lovely girl, johnny

She’s beautiful. =)
I bet she still thinks of you as much and as hightly as you do of her, you never know you might get close again, even if it’s not as close as before.

Sometimes I wish I could move back to my old house, I loved it even if it was a shitty area, lol. =)
x

Woo Durham!
When I first stumbled upon your youtube channel I thought “no way is this my Durham” (as I know there are places of this name all over). But in one of your videos there was a detention slip from your school and I was like. WAY! That school is SO just round the corner from mine.
:D

Living in Newcastle should be fun, I hope you find a good apartment!

P.S. Will you be around on Saturday because there is a “Quiet Riot” outside the Gala…
http://www.streetsof.co.uk/quiet_riot/

Hello there:) and cheers!)